I wrote my last blog...but it was unsaved!

How frustrating.

Another month has passed, although time flies, it felt like i've been here for two years. Never mind about the working condition and life here...i get to know myself alot better in this stint. My weaknesses that i have tried to hide away from my consciousness are becoming somewhat obvious. I think i am not a nice person after all...in fact... no where near nice/good.

this is what i call, 'cerai susu'...i've finally gotten out of my protective,comfortable zone. The world is really a tough place to live in...but because i can't get it done my way. If i can just sit back, wait just a lil..just a lil longer... things will go back smoothly. Patience...

I must say, my family has been very patient with me. My younger sister said it right, i always think i am right. I can't tolerate if people do not agree with me even though i know it is right. I lose my patience. My, now i realize how much my family took from my nonsense. I'm learning, learning to be patient with tough and difficult people...just let them be...but at the end of the day...i must get them to do the stuff for me.

3rd month soon approaching...i will have to do a self-assessment. No-lie...i need to weigh the odds.